I Didn't Know

Everytime I try to write about Adalynne's arrival and the five miraculous days she was here, my throat feels like it closes in on itself and I can't breath. I try to see the beauty in everyday, but I did not know it would be this hard. I am scared to let go and cry, because I am so afraid the tears won't stop. I try to see her in the sunsets, rain, snow, and in the boys' laughter; but I didn't know it would be this hard.

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  1. I am still praying! Will continue to pray for your strength and courage to see the positive! love you!- Stephanie Lewis

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  2. There isn't one day that goes by that we don't think of you.

    Jennifer Macdonald

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  3. Crying is OK. It can be healing. -Sheila

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  4. You need to cry and when you think you are done you WILL cry again. IT IS O.K. No one can tell you how to grieve but from personal experience make sure you cry and make NO excuses to anyone. My prayers for you on your journey. hugs~Jane

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  5. My children and I are praying for you and your family every day, that God will ease your pain. You have inspired so many people with your story and your great faith; I am touched in so many ways by your strength. You are a blessing, just as Adalynne is a blessing. God will take care of you!
    -Stephanie B.

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  6. There is no "right" way to grieve. Everyone has their own process. Don't be afraid to cry. God gave us tears as well.

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  8. We pray every night that today will be the day your heart is not so heavy!

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